In my carefree early to mid-eighties, at the height of the so-called "dark" fashion in Rio de Janeiro, when I listened to Joy Division, New Order,
Killing Joke, The Alarm and in especial The Smiths, the big time American to make it in my Sony Walkman® was Bruce Springsteen. I fell in love with his double LP and a friend gave me a cassette of the album. Oh, there was the early Jonathan Ritchman and there was Laurie Anderson, and the
Talking Heads . My friend in NYC gave me tapes of these.
I like to sing or hum songs albeit my voice gets out of tune at the third note, says Gabriel. Nicolas, my husband, can recognize what I sing, though.
(background info)I was a heavy smoker; I got away with smoking in class while I was teaching. My outfits was overalls, a T-shirt, my SonyWalkman®, my backpack, an acquired tem of practical fashion I picked up in NYC, and my Adidas shoes, royal blue with orange stripes. At night I used to hang out at a gay bar which served a delish tomato soup and drink Bloody Mary, Cochrane's. No wonder nobody ever made a pass at me ;P))
Rio de Janeiro is subject to unexpected tropical rain. This night was no different. A heavy rain fell, everybody was gone in a flash. I walked to the corner of an already deserted Botafogo neighborhood to hail a cab. To my surprise, a cab stops. The guy looked ug-leeee, scar-eee, but what the heck. A cab is a cab is a cab.
I hopped in a VW Beetle without a front seat, the cabbie asked me my destination, I gave it to him. There I am humming a song in Portuguese whose lyrics go,
"Stay with me tonight, you won't regret it, the wind outside is whipping cold, here warmth you will have." (Where did I get this song from?)
He goes in the opposite direction. Well, I thought, a little dazed by the vodka, maybe he wants to try another route. When we are in the street of the cemetery São João Batista, he stops the car. A conversation ensues. He demands,
"Suck my c***."
"????? No, I won't"
"Suck my c***."
This went on, the pouring rain outside getting no thinner. The dialog was as repetitive as those routines in "Waiting for Godot." Suddenly, he inquires, in a total off-topic,
"Can I take a piss?"
"As long as it's not in the car..."
My remark was nonchalant. I just sat there in the warmth of the car. He returns, says as he grabs one of my thighs wrapped under a semi-sheer white pantyhose,
"I always liked chunky white girls like you."
(Gee, thanks for the chunky. Good for me to be wearing a long sweatshirt that was supposedly a dress.)
He adds,
"I got a Saturday Night Special in the glove compartment."
He opens it and shows me the cheap metal gun.
"Where are you going now?"
I request,
"Laranjeiras."
The SOB charges me full fare, and I let him keep the change.
Morning after it was English classes starting at seven. A double glass of cold coffee and cold milk, another cab, another day in the Cidade Maravilhosa, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil.
I've heard some bad things about Brazil but I always take stuff like that with a grain of salt. Considering I'm from Detroit where if you believe some people Satan is afraid to step foot in. Was that incident something that happens regularly? You seemed so calm about it and the driver obviously seemed altered or something.
Posted by: Freaky Deaky | April 28, 2008 at 01:59 PM
With pouring rain at two in the morning, what were my alternatives? I don't drive. He could make asphalt chewing gum of my body if he threw the car against me.
There are a lot of what the call "bandit cabs" with fake permits. When rape is inevitable, relax and enjoy it!
Posted by: tina oiticica harris | April 28, 2008 at 02:28 PM